I feel better not going, I went last Saturday first time this season and it was depressing, looking around at the old stadium needing work on it, getting hammered 5-0 wondering when will this nightmare end, I know some will want to go so they can say I was there at our lowest ebb and use as a badge of honour if we ever get good in the future, funnily enough I was there in 75 against Oxford with only 7,500 in the ground, but this feels like worst time in this great clubs history